mummu morbida

 


As I go through life I am absolutely incensed by certain behaviors
and
objects that seem utterly useless to me
.

Let me give you a few examples.



Inconvenience

Cold feet

Deciding whats for dinner

Dirty kitchen floors

Food poisoning

Having to shower daily

Making big life decisions alone

Not being able to sleep when I need to

Nightmares

Waking up early

Vitamins



Annoyance

Censorship

Cigarette smoke

Going to the dentist

Having to go to town

Watching TV with commercials

My mysterious and recurring stomach pain

Packing boxes to send to Brazil

Born Again Christians who get in my face

People who deface historic, artistic, or otherwise cool things.
Nuisance

bad drivers

buying gas

Traffic stops

Driving behind slow people

Speed limits

speed bumps

sleet and ice on roads

Car maintenance

PART ONE.....A MOTHER'S SORROW

All the below was written not in anger but disappointment over the lies from son #3, because of greed and asking for money at whims of his and being told no, he has caused great disturbance to his father and I as well as his sister and brothers. The case is now closed, lawyer fees paid and cost to the state.....the long guns are gone. What a waste, and that money could have been better to have been given to people who have real needs. Well Karma bites when you least expect it and it goes both ways, i suppose this pays for all the times I drove to fast and was never caught. And those seat belt fines too, and no matter what, I will never ever wear a seat belt, that is my choice.

last year in august 2016

I've come to a point in my life where i need a stronger word than fuck.

Don't judge me, you can't handle half of what I've dealt with. There's a reason I do the things I do, there's a reason I am who I am.

So Like I Care

CAREFUL OUT THERE

Robin, I use to care about everything, now after so much shit blowing about from you, I could care less, can't change anything, so I let the shit fly and one day the wind will turn and it will land back on your face.

NOW I AM MAD IT HAS TAKEN 5 FULL DAYS UNTIL THE ANGER HAS HIT ME ABOUT LAST SUNDAY, AND NOW I AM MAD, ANGRY, REVENGEFUL, FULL OF HATE SO I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING MY SITE, I WILL DO EVERYTHING TO PROVOKE YOU AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING FUCK WHAT YOU DO OR SAY ABOUT ME.

It Takes Nine Days Read on and Understand

It takes 9 days to take someone down or for me to get over negative feelings when something hurts me or causes unrest to my family . The number 9 relates to disconnection, lethargy and an inability to concentrate and focus, dreamy, lethargic, inability to concentrate. It is a negative number. I go through all these stages. and on the 10th day I will be free and let greater spirits take control.

toni

August 28 2016

Sunday it happened

When the unwelcome little unborn shall have seen the light my brain will be lightened, and I shall have a clearer mind. Thank God that even this weary nine months shall come to an end and leave me in possession of my own body and my own soul.

Julia Ward Howe


toni


Monday Day One

"In the beginning we were a group of nine.
Three are gone, dead.
There are six of us left.
They are hunting us, and they won't stop until they've killed us all. I am number four.
I know that I am next"

Pittacus Lore, I Am Number Four

toni





Tuesday Day Two

"The wind is knocked out of me; and when I look up, I see Nine spitting blood out.
He's grinning.
"Are you crazy?" I ask. "You're enjoying this?"
"I've been locked up for over a year. This is the best day of my life!"

Pittacus Lore, The Power of Six

toni


Wedensday Day Three

"I drop the other Chest to the ground in shock. "What number are you? I'm Four."
He squints at me and then offers his hand. "I'm Nine. Good job staying alive, Number Four."

Pittacus Lore, The Power of Six

toni



Thursday Day Four

Negative attitude is nine times more powerful than positive attitude.

Bikram Choudhury


toni




Friday Day Five

My voice went recently, never happened before, off like a tap. I had to sit in silence for nine days, chalkboard around my neck. Like an old-school mime. Like a kid in the naughty corner. Like a Victorian mute.

Adele

toni





Saturday Day Six

"Hell, even I'm a little surprised by Nine--between this and our little heart-to-heart in the doorway earlier, I might have to upgrade him from total douche bag to minor tool."

toni




Sunday Day Seven

If I had nine of my fingers missing I wouldn't type any slower.

Mitch Hedberg

toni



Monday Day Eight

Definitely in the West, we're all cast as the same now. Whether you're Indian, Pakistani, Arab, Iranian, Afghan or whatever, you just get thrown into this category. And nine times out of 10, you're depicted as bad.

Maz Jobrani

toni



Tuesday Day Nine

"Nine Deads - powerful movie everyone should check it out."
The total destruction of Jerusalem's temple began, on the Hebrew Calendar, on Ab 9. It was also on this day that the second (also known as Herod's) temple was burned to the ground by the Romans in 70 A.D.

THE NINE DAYS ARE OVER

Success is falling nine times and getting up ten. - Jon Bon Jovi

toni






Day Ten

September 7

Number ten symbolizes the completion of a cycle.

It is the number of heaven and the world and universal creation. number 10

Ten is the very first number that needs a separate part.


ROBIN 9 DAYS OLD





You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories.

 Stanislaw Jerzy Lec

SEVERAL QUOTES I CAME UPON I AM HAPPY TO KNOW OTHERS HAVE FELT SUCH FEELINGS.

"To die hating them, that was freedom."
George Orwell, 1984

Have a nice life ahh who am I kidding, I hope you get hit by a moving truck.

Anger is our natural defense against pain.
So when I say I hate you, it really means You Hurt Me.

Time will slowly heal me and pull me out of misery.
But I hope karma slowly gives you wounds that you deserve in your destiny.

"Isn't it funny.I'm enjoying my hatred so much more than I ever enjoyed love. Love is temperamental. Tiring. It makes demands. Love uses you, changes its mind. But hatred, now, that's something you can use.
 It's hard, or soft, however you need it. Love humiliates you, but Hatred cradles you."

Free Will and Justice

FREE WILL THERE IS NO SUCH THING

Justice is about protecting everyone's rights. By our constitution and our laws we have agreed to respect and protect certain rights for each other. We pass laws, hire police, and establish courts. Laws protect rights by prohibiting behavior that violates them. Laws against theft, for example, protect our right to property. Laws against cruel or unusual punishment protect the right of the offender to a fair penalty. Sometimes our agreements change. Our previous laws supporting slave ownership were replaced by new laws banning slavery. The concept of free will plays an important role in our system of justice, both in (1) assessing responsibility and (2) offender rehabilitation. (1) Free will plays a role in establishing responsibility for a crime. For example, the Tsarnaev brothers, who bombed the Boston marathon in 2013, also hijacked a car and forced the driver at gunpoint to assist in their escape. Because the driver was forced against his will, he was not charged with "aiding and abetting" the crime. If free will is just an illusion then the two bombers are just as innocent as the driver who was hijacked! This viewpoint undermines our system of justice. That's why Einstein said, "Practically, I am, nevertheless, compelled to act as if freedom of the will existed." And if he had realized that inevitability is not a meaningful constraint, he could have resolved his dilemma, and recognized that free will means freedom from coercion, not from causation. After establishing guilt and responsibility, the court assigns a penalty. The proper goal of a just penalty is to protect the rights of all parties. A just penalty should seek to (a) repair the harm to the victim, (b) correct the offender's future behavior, (c) until corrected, protect society against further harms by confinement or supervision, and (d) do no more than is reasonably necessary to accomplish (a), (b), and (c). The natural limit to this penalty is the minimum harm necessary to accomplish the practical effect: to restore and protect everyone's rights. (2) The concept of free will is also essential to offender rehabilitation. Whenever possible, we want to return to society a person who makes better choices, without supervision, of his own free will. This may involve counseling, education, skills training, addiction treatment, supervised release, and other programs. Rehabilitation provides the offender with new and better options to choose from next time. If free will is an illusion then his future choices will never be under his control. If he had no choice last time, then he will have no choice next time. If he is to do otherwise next time, then he must have been able to do otherwise last time, because every next time becomes a last time.

A note to the Finnish Police. I had to let off steam after our joint affair together on that Sunday in August. The above statement isn't meant for you but for the false report about the little handgun I am suppose to own...and I have torn my home upside down looking for such a toy, had a stroke, and now an ulcer. The "anonymous" bastard is such a shit, by the way he is Robert James Nicholas Hoge, my third son, and now he is wiped clean out of my life. YOU CAN'T HIDE FOREVER