MOODS IN TUNES

Cheerful. Reflective. Gloomy. Humorous. Melancholy. Idyllic. Whimsical. Romantic.

this is in memory of my uncle Anthony,

who dies at 10 years old

and

to my brother James Anthony,

who was still born.

When I hum while I cook, watch out, a new dish

will be revealed and never to be made again.

SMILE YOU ARE BLEEDING OUT FOR THE LAST TIME

AFTERMATH OF WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I CAUGHT MY DAUGHTER FALLING OUT OF HER BED AFTER SURGERY. THEY FORGOT TO PUT THE BED BARS UP AND WHEN SHE TURNED TO VOMIT AND STILL IN A STUPOR SHE STARTED TO FALL, I CAUGHT HER, MY SHOULDER CAME OUT OF PLACE AND THE ER HAD TO FIX IT.

I would like to have more adults in my life who are capable of adult behavior. There seem to be quite a few who want me to be the adult so they can be the child and I can take care of them. After many years of taking care of adults, even when I was a child, I would rather take care of only myself. I guess I will have to continue to psychoanalyze myself to figure this out.

Happy Valentine's Day to all.

Hope everyone has a good day.

This day can't be over fast enough for me.

I JUST CAN'T PRETENT TO BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME